It's that time of the year when in the past the illnesses have started and true to that I have a cold. Don't get me wrong I'd rather that than the other but it just reminds me that the germs are all around us and even someone like me who has major limited social interactions can catch things.
Usually the bugs start when we put the decorations up and against all my fears and beliefs that day was yesterday. T had suggested it and although I was unsure both he and Angel were excited for it and I have to admit probably through insanity so was I a little. It still doesn't feel very sparkly and Yule like but I guess if I get ill it will. Tonight I'm lying in bed feeling unwell in more ways than one and panicking that I'm going to get it. That the germs are out to get me and could already be inside me.
This was supposed to be a catch up entry but with all my panic and anxiety everything I was going to write has gone from my mind.
Need to go find a distraction now.
I know the feeling unfortunately - says I typing with a full blown cold. Mind you, like you, would rather have a cold than "it". Deffo agree though that it heightens our awareness of germs being around.
ReplyDeleteHope you managed to sleep okay and that distractions helped. xx