This is less of a blog entry and more of a moan and a distraction. Yesterday after yet another argument with T he decided that I should have the day of Angel care, housework and cooking today and instead spend the day writing or doing whatever I wanted.
I really didn't believe him after all the other plans we'd had to do that that failed. However he insisted and I ended up upstairs at the desk with my lap top and work.
I found it hard to concentrate at first then I got into it and fell into the story. However not long after I got into it, I started to feel poorly. I thought it would go away buy its so far just gotten worse and worse.
I managed to force some dinner down and had an ice lolly which felt wonderful on my throat.
Now I'm sitting on the sofa in the cold, with a one of the worst sore throats I've ever had where it hurts to breathe or turn my head let alone eat or talk. I have earache that feels like my head is being drilled and I can't hear anything properly. Every part of my body aches and I'm cold and hot at the same time. My phobia is triggered and I'm struggling to get even one of my meds into me, not just because of the pain but the fear and panic too.
I know I'm not the only person feeling this bad though, I hope my friend feels better soon too x
*GrOwLs aT nAsTy GeRmS* ~ do you think they are scared of me?!!
ReplyDeleteSorry you are feeling so poorly too. We sound like twins, nasty new year germs. Glad the ice lolly helped though. I might look and see if I have any in.
Thanks for the get well wishes. Hope you get well soon too. xxx