Apparently I havnt entered my long awaited manic phase afterall.
This week I've barely been out. Ive been to the post box Monday briefly, stayed in all of Tuesday. Yesterday we popped to a nearby shop to get some new clothes and today was a short walk to the post box and little park, everytime with T. The hot weather has made my blood pressure mixed up and served as a brilliant excuse for failure.
My eating has also taken a down turn and I'm feeling hungry but I'm not able to of to scared to eat. Im too scared to even eat a yogurt because of what I imagine it to look like in my tummy. It's a slippery downhill slope and I'm at the top ready to fall again.
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