This morning I have an appointment at the dentist. I have ar least 2 teeth that need work and I'm unsure whether I'm going to have to be Sedated or not. Hopefully I can persuade the dentist to do the work without numbing and just face any pain which is better than needles and sedation.
So far I've woken up, taken some aconite and a whole lorazapam and now I'm waiting for them to work, wondering if I need more lorazapam. I havnt been able to eat anything yet and I don't really feel all that hungry so maybe ill have a few crisps or a biscuit.
Terror doesnt even begin to describe what I'm feeling. I'm trying my best to be strong and brave but inside I'm shivering in a corner.
I know I need this work done, I Wont be able to concentrate on getting mentally better with it hanging over me and if I get it done today, then I will get to enjoy my weekend and then next week,Angels birthday. I don't want this hanging over me for that.
A close friend is having Angel thus morning while we go so T can be there for me fully and Angel doesn't have to see me in a state.
I'm so scared :'(
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