I didn't really set a goal for today. T was working from home and Angel was in a rotten mood. She's been waking up every day very early and today was the earliest so far; at half past 4 in the morning! Thank goodness we now have a talk back video monitor which means we can stay in bed instead of freezing in her room on the floor.
Regardless of my lack of goal and thinking I wouldn't get very far I managed to walk with Angel down a few streets away from the house and she seemed to enjoy the walk. She held my hand and trotted along pointing at doors and saying "White door." "Green door." "White door."............ It was incredibly cute and saying them with her to encourage her to learn more of her colours distracted my mind and worked at bridging.
This evening I managed to eat something I wouldn't usuall as I have a problem with allowing myself to eat brightly coloured food. T made a tomato and beef pasta sauce with pasta (Pasta is also a no no food for me). I managed a bowl full and suprised myself with not feeling very panicky about eating it particularly, unless I've just jinx myself now that is.
I had more dreams about my mum last night which led to me being in a strange irritable mood this morning, especially with Angel who's bad mood was boucing off my own and we were both winding each other up more. Thankfully some lunch and Angel's sleep sorted us out and I managed to get some extra cleaning done throughout the day, in preparation for T's friend coming to stay at the weekend. There's still a lot to do though so the next two days will be pretty busy. Hopefully Angel will sleep well and to a good time and her mood will allow us to do some cleaning.
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