After a big lunch of half a Greggs pizza and a while pasty we put Angel in her cot for a nap. However she didn't sleep and about an hour later had had enough so I got her up and got her ready to go out.
I was very anxious, about going out alone,about being somewhere new and mostly about having eaten. As you probably know from reading this, I very rarely go out in the afternoon. I decided to just go for it. With Angel in the stroller and me still on 0 lorazapam, I walked around the site then we stopped at the arcade and went in to play. Angel played on the 2p machines with me and was better than I was at it! She loved it. We then walked more around the site and found a park which Angel had HUGE fun playing on. Was cute to watch her playing and having so much fun. After tempting her out of the park she fell over and I kissed her better, kept calm through her crying and put her back into her Pram. We then walked all the way to the beach and down the slope to the steps, I couldn't go any further on my own with the pushchair, but I made it and thr view was gorgeous. Pictures are shown here :)
For the rest of the evening we had food and played and with me wearing her out and no sleep at lunch Angel went to bed early, so I've been working on some writing since. Finding with the quiet and atmosphere I can get into the headspace easier.
Soon i'll be going to bed but for now my Angel and T are asleep and all is quiet and peaceful.
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